*** Love and Infatuation ***

In this world, there is a thing that exists at all no matter what happened and this what we called love. Love means a lot, there is one states that love is like a rosary that full of mystery, other states that love is like a river that flows everywhere, love is like a race, love is blind, love is a decision and so many other definitions about love. All these definitions are maybe right or wrong, it depends if he/she will going to put his/her mind of these definitions of love. In my own words, for me love is a feeling that everybody wants to feel. In the Bible, a definition of love that said to be the real definition of love. The definition can be found in the book of 1 Corinthians 3:4-7 and the verse said: " Love is patient, love is kind, it is not selfish, it does not boast, it not does not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight with evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes. Love never fail. " I knew that you were touched by these lovable words, of course, this words came from the Bible and all words from the Bible are truth because God is truth.

A hundred of thousand s of people saying that you cannot resist love. Once it came, you will be very happy and you can feel an excitement about it. Well, as of me, I do not know if I will agree to that or not because I have never felt to fell in love to someone aside of my parents and siblings. If I am not mistaken, what the people really mean of those words is to love someone with other person and as what I said, I do not have experience about that. Yes, I have crushes, I do admire someone or even groups of people.By the way, admiring someone does not mean that it is already lov because admiring someone is different from loving someone. If there is a word love, there is also a word that counterfeits of it and that is the word infatuation. The word infatuation is a word created by Satan. Actually, there are five differences between love and infatuation. The first difference is that infatuation is ruled by feelings but love is ruled by principle. This statement means that if you really love someone, you will imagine of a things that you think that is right and good to the both of you. For example, the one who you love is an unbeliever of God and you a believer then for sure you will have a conflict together in your married life. And I know you also want a partner in life that has faith in God, has fear in God. How can you build a happy family if God is not the center of your family, for sure your love will collapse suddenly. Another difference between love and infatuation is that infatuation is blind but love sees and examines. This statement is merely saying that if you love someone, you must look at the good things of your beloved and you see what she is doing is wrong or something against with the good but you did not just care about it, then, there is no longer called love anymore. Another definition is that infatuation is hurry but love takes time. If you really love someone, both of you must know and consider the right time for your love, the right time to spend your love with. A time that both of you are ready to take the responsibilities as a good boyfriend and girlfriend, a better husband and wife and a best parents to the future children. Fourth difference of love and infatuation is that infatuation is childish but love is mature. If you really love each other, a sense of responsible person must possess. Loving someone is a serious thing, if you are acting like a child, then, a mature and true will not be exist. That is the differences between love and and infatuation. It's up to you if you are going to put your faith in those matter but all I want to say is I do not care about those things because I am not yet ready for that kind of matter

God's Chosen People

Who do we call when we need a listener to our problems? To who do we revealed our secrets? And when we need a shoulder to cry on, whose shoulder is it? And who do we want to be with? Yes, these questions are too much but do you think the answer of all these questions are the same with the number of the questions? If your answer is a big no, then, you are right. The answer of all these questions is just a one word and it is a person and that person is no other than your/our friends, an important people in our life. It is definitely true that friends our one of the most important people in our lives because they play an important role in our lives and they have a great impact in our lives. Sometimes, we rather choose to be with our friends than our sisters, brothers or parents, do you agree with me? But I am so curious what these friends have that makes us wanted to be with them? As what I always heard, friends are the people who are in our side at anytime in anywhere. We feel more comfortable with them than any other people, we are comfortable to share our secrets any matter that we want to say. Why is that so? Probably because we thought that our secrets will be safe at them but I do not think so because I always heard people who are fighting to their friend/friends because of revealing his/her secret/secrets by whom he/she thought a real friend/friends. Another role of friends, they are one of the people you ask on to solve your problems. Yes, I agree with that. If have a problem, they are just waiting or probably they will approach you to ask what is your problem/problems and disappointments in, your life. Probably you are thinking now of yourself if only friends are just can be a good listener and solver of your problems? You are right that we can also approach our parents, sisters, brothers or even relatives and neighbors but people will rather choose to go to their friends maybe because friends are the people who is with us always especially in our school. Friends are also the people we look for if we need a shoulder to lean on. Actually, friends are the God's chosen people to be with us, to spend our lives in the times of happiness, loneliness and failures. Friends are God's chosen people to be with us at all times because God knows that these people will help you if you need and they will teach you things that can pleased God.


Do you believe in the saying, “Do not trust your friend too much;
Do not hate your enemy too much;
Your friend will most likely become your enemy
And your enemy will probably become your friend. "
If you are going to ask me, my answer will be a big yes. This situation is no longer new with me. I had once experienced this situation similar to that said saying. Years back, I had this friend let us hide his name as Migs. Migs is a good friend of mine. We always go out to have fun. If one of us has a problem, we just easily approach one of us. And then one day, our teacher reprimand the class to have a report and it was a group report. Migs and I were group mates. If I am not mistaken, the deadline of the group report was two weeks after. Then we start doing our report. I noticed that some of my members were not helping and one of them was Migs. As days goes by, the people who did not help before were still not helping even if the report is tomorrow morning and I see that Migs was not helping. Then the time came for our group reporting, unfortunately, our teacher was not happy with our report, our teacher was not satisfied with our report. Our teacher was so angry with our group especially with me, because I am the group leader. Our teacher asked Migs why we had a bad report. Migs replied that it was my fault, that I did not do my part as the group leader. When I heard all those words uttered by my friend, I was really shock and I cannot explain my feeling. I cannot believe that my friend did put me to shame. After that, I went to a side and cried there, one of my enemies in our school approached me and believe it or not, he encouraged me to be strong. I was so touch by that. And that time, that person was my new friend who was always in my side.

Terrifying Dreams of Mine!!!

All human has dreams, thousand of dreams probably. Each of us has goals in our life and does not want to achive those dreams, nobody, right? Who does not want to be a professional someday? Professional teacher, doctor, engineer and so many others that you can be in the future life. You, what do you want in your future life? What do you want to have that you do not have right now? Well, that is what I am going to share with you in this entry, my dreams ajnd we know that dreams are not limited, it is unlimitedm and they said that dreams are free.

When I was a kid, if somebody asks me what I want to when I grow up. What I replied to those who asked was that I want to become a doctor, a great and one of the best doctors in the entire world. Why doctor? Because that was what I always heard from my mother, father, in the television and radio and I want to help people who needs my help as a doctor to cure their illnesses and wounds. but when i was already in grade sixof my elementary years, I always hear that nursing is the most in-de4mand couse right now. If you are a nurse, you can go abroad and we know that in abroad, you can earn better there than here, in the philippines. So when I heard about that, it came to my mind that what if I decided to be a nurse rather than a doctor. So it was already here in my mind that when I reach my clooege level, I will take-uop yhe couse of a nurse. In that way, I can help my family better.
So if someone asked me what I want to be in the future, I just uttred these group of words, " Someday, I want to become a nurse, a registered nurse in the states. "
But during the last moments of my elementary years, I realized what I really want to be in the future, something that I like and I love too and something that I can bring on my entire life. As the days passed by, I observed to myself that I like to give advices especially to my friends and I really like to observe people's life particularly their feelings. I do not know why I am doing that. I do not noticed this kind of habit before. Perhaps, that is my nature. That is the real me. Belive it or not, I can predict a person's feeling by looking in her?his eyes. But not a 100 percent sure prediction. After those observations of mine, it came to my mind that someday, I want to become a psychologist, a great psychologist. When I came in that profession, in that dream, my mind was already settled is that only dream of mine, in that profession. So if someone asks me what I want to be in the future, what is my answer always is to become a psychologist.

I do not only have dreams for myself, also I have dreams for my family and as a matter of fact, these are plenty and very hard to achieve. Mt dreams for my family, first, I want my family to have a house, our own house and lot. Of course, whgo does not want his/her familyto have them a house, their own house and lot? Nobody, right? So I really want to have my family a house and lot, a house that will be the place of spending the rest of their lives. My next dream for my family , is that, am, of course, a house will not be complete if there are no appliances, furnitures and house decorations.So my next dream is a whole ste of appliances, furnitures and house decorations. So that will look perfect and elegant. Another dream for my family is to have business, several business. I want to have a restaurant, an internet cafe, a coffee shop, a mall and so many others. Of course, all of us want to have business to have money and to have to do something productive than doing nothing> So it is better to do something which is productive and of cousre, we want to keep our richness to our next family generation. The last dream for my family is to have a world trip. From Philippines to China to to Italy to New York to South Africa and so many places aropund the world. I also want a leisure time and the time to get with my family.

What a boring vacation!!!!

Last December, it was the month which had the longestvacation time during the school year. The vacation started the day after our Christmas Party. What did I do during the first day of my vacation was just sleeping for the entire day. Yes, believed me, sleeping was what I did for the whole day. Perhaps you might say that I am lazy, that I am useless but I do not care. I am showing the real me and the day before that was really exhausted so I could not help to sleep. There was a time also that I woke up and what I did was eating because I felt hungry so In woke up to eat and relief my hunger. After a few days, I still felt bored, I did not know what will I do to vanish this boredom. So what I did,I watched movies, all the movies that we have and I also borrowed vcd's and dvd's in our neighbors, relatives and even friends. I watched local and foreign movies which I was not able to watch those because of some reasons. After two weeks,a new drama series which not a filipino drama series, a korean. The series was entitled princess hours, a story a simple lady who suddenly became a princess of their country due to the agreement of her grandfather and his friend who was the king of that time. As that show started, I'm really dying to see that program I thank God that he gave that show. As a matter of fact, that show made my life more meaningful. You know what, as a sign of being a fan and watcher of that program, I never missed any episode and even scene of a certain episode of that show. Yes, believed me, I had never missed any episode or scene of the show. I am proud to say that I am addict of that said show. After the school, I run as fast as I can just to see some tidbits of the scenes for that night's episode. I am really hoping and waitying to see that scenes for thant night's episode because I want to be the first person who knows what will be the episodes and scenes for that day episode. I did promise to myself that I will not miss any episode pr scene of that program but sad to say that it is about to end but it is just okay, I will just wait another show like that said show. Suddenly, I remember that I still have to do my project it before the school days will resume. At that time I was really in panic because I do not know what to do and if i am not mistaken, I have only three weeks to go to finish my project. All did I do was walking and walking in our house. Then it came to my mind that I must go directly to the nearby internet cafe and start searching and encoding of my project. So I run directly to an internet cafe abd start searching of my projects and assignments too. After just two weeks of searching and encoding, I finally finished my projects and assignments. I am really happy of the results of what I have done and I am so grateful to our supreme being, our God. So that was how I spent my vacation during Christmas.

An expected letter from an un expected sender!!!!

Usually, people who are far from their loved ones are very lonely. They missed the moments they spent with the people they love. To lessen the loneliness they feel, they send a letter to their loved ones. They used to write a letter because they want to share the informations of that certain person and to know also the latest happenings in the family, friends or relatives of that person. That person wants to know the changes in the place where she/he lives.Of course that person wants to be updated.That person wants to know those things because heshe is part of those and also to be prepared to the changes of his/her loved ones and the place he/she used to live. For the sender of the letter, a fulfillment of his/her heart is there. But how about the receiver of the letter? Well, if you gonna ask me, a great fulfillment of my heart when I receive a letter especially if it comes from a person I love and who loves me. everytime I received a letter, I always wnat to read it directly. I really want to know the message of the letter if it contains a good or bad information or any emotion has the letter. we know a letter baries from the type of message or information it has or what the does the letter want to tell or to express. Some examples of this type of letter are business letter, invitation letter, love letter, condolence letter and so many others. Now in this moerbn period, people who are far away from their loved ones are using now modren gadgets in communication to communicate someone. Sample of this gadgets include computer (internet), telephone, cellphone and so many others that can communicate people especially who are far. What cannot do a letter is what can do of these different gadgets, these communication gadgets, generally. In a letter, you can only read the message or information from the person who wants you to know that certain infomation or message but these gadgets, you can even hear the sweet voice of your loved ones and listen what he/she wants to say to you. You can even see him/her through the internet in your computer of course with a use of a webcam. And instead of mailing him/her a letter, there is a modern mailing of a letter, and that is what we called now " e-mail ". In this case, you need not to write a letter but you are just going to encode it in a computer, throgh that, you can easily send the message you want to know to a certain person. So you do not need to wait, just to know if your letter was in the hands of the receiver of the message bgecause through e-mail, just a few seconds, you can already read the letter so thanks to the technology who made that possible. But they said, writing a letter personally is still good, still better and still the best in informing someone of something. The person who will receive a letter from you or someone will be sure that certain letter came from you, it is done personally from you and most of the people said that writing a letter personlly has more value, more sentimental value than any other communication gadgets.

Havwe you received a letter from an unexpected sendre? I know that question sounds confusing but it really happened to me. Last February 06, 2007,our family received a letter, from an expected sender and that was my sister who is Dubai right now working there as domestic helper. At the front portion of the letter, it was said that the letter was the all members of the family but what made me shock, is that, in the back portion of the letter, I saw my name as the salutator. What is being said in the letter was that my sister wanted to kno the the infomations of her idols, the latest happenings about her idols such as Claudine, Piolo, Sam and others. So that's it, my sister juat want an information of her idols but it was not about the message, for me to receive a letter is what I realy wanted and it can fulfill my heart especially if the sender in unexpected to write me a letter. To tell you the truth, I am noyt a close of my sister. Sometimes, we get mad to rach other and we even get battle to each other just becaus eof misunderstanding and I also neglect sometimes her commands to me. I think of myself of what I had done to my sister. Is it my fault? or is it her fault?, thse questions are what I keep asking to myself. Then I suddenly realized both of us made this misunderstanding, so I can say that it is our fault, both of us. Then just a few days, we are good againj to each other, everything is fine, something did not happen. So those sra the reasons why we are not close of sister and those are also the reasons why I was shock to read a letter from her. Actually, I know that we will receive a letter from my sister but what I do not was that she wrote a letter just for me and I am really happy!!!

A simple greeting is so touching ...

On February 03, 1993. At exactly 4:25 AM, a mother gave birth to a baby boy and that baby boy was me, of course. Yes, you’re right; it was the most important day of my life, my birthday. Just last February 03, 2007, I celebrate my birthday and the first one to greet me a happy birthday was my thoughtful and loving mother, one of my important people in my life. It happened when my mother woke me up because I had slept in our sofa and that's it, I woke up right away and went upstairs but before I went directly to upstairs, my mother hold my hand and heartily said to me happy birthday. I was so touch when I heard of those words from my mother because she really remembers my birthday and I am already happy for that. I do not care if people say that I can be a happy in just a small thing, and that is me the real me and people don't care about it. My classmates greet me also, they said that they had a countdown of my birthday at midnight of February 02, 2007 and it was held in our school during the overnight activity. Actually, all students were allowed to joined that said activity but I was not able to with my classmates because I had overslept and when I woke up, it is already 9:00 o'clock and the call time of that activity was 8:00 o'clock so that means I can no more enter the campus. So I just decided not to go. I just wrote entries for our blog project/activity. Another day had passed but day another also came. It was the day I lived in this world. But I woke up early because I had make-up class of that day. When I was almost in the gate of our campus, a two girls greet me a happy birthday actually those girls are my classmates. Some of my classmates were in the guard house and they greet me also. My classmates were also asking why I was not able to attend in the overnight activity. I just simply reply to them that I had overslept. After that, no more questions I heard from my classmates. But what really made me touch was when my classmates sang a birthday song for me; actually, they did not just know that I want to cry of what they did for me. I went home straight so I could rest. My family and I went to SM to have some fun there in my most important day of my life. That is how we celebrate my birthday and I really had fun in my birthday.
During birthday, we always expect for a gift and mostly, we want a gift that contains what we like to have but for me, to receive a gift is not what I want during my birthday. All I want is just a greeting that comes from the heart. I know it is unbelievable but I am not kidding, all I want is just a simple greeting. For me, greeting means a lot than any material. I am already contented and happy that the people around me and the people I love greet me a simple greeting, happy birthday.

- Likes and Dislikes

I know that all people love watching the stars in the night sky. They want to see above something that twinkles. They said that if you look at the stars, all your problems and disappointments will vanish. It feels good to watch the stars and the sky as what people said. People also said that stars and sky tell something in life, in your life, in our lives. They said that stars and sky want us to know something in life. So if you going to study or observe the stars, about its composition, properties or movement towards the other stars and heavenly bodies. As what I always read in the newspaper, there is a section that consists of what we called horoscope. Horoscope is a forecast of one‘s future by stars at birth. Who are involved of this horoscope including astrologers, psychics, fortune tellers, etc? These particular sub-species used the stars of birth of a certain person to forecast his /her future. It may be a sad forecast or happy or it could be all about love, money, work life, etc. The horoscope tells us also about our lucky for this day like our lucky number, lucky color, lucky place or it could also be an unlucky number, place, color, etc. If I’m not mistaken, most of the people believe in the horoscope. Maybe because they found it right all what did the horoscope said for them it cam cause mood change especially if the horoscope said something good or bad. People also want to read the horoscope and follow what is being said especially if it tells something good will happen. But for the others particularly who are Christians they do not believe about this horoscope thing. Christians said that the people who are responsible of this what we called horoscope make /put/add details of what they thought about that certain star. And those details were just made by themselves. But I think people do not know because their mind focuses only on the details of their horoscope especially if it tells well. They cannot help to read their horoscope may be because they want to know what will happen in their lives for that day and either to prepare him / her of what will happen. If you going to ask me if I do believe in the horoscope, my answer will be a big yes even I’m a Christian. For me, nothing will be lose from me if I try it and there are times that I found it right what the entire horoscope said.

When I look at the stars and sky, they want something to tell but I just really do not know. But as the days, weeks, months and years passed by. Things are getting clearer r. Now I know that stars and sky tell that life must go on no matter what happened, what happen and what will happen in our daily life. No matter how difficult and hurtful are the problems and disappointments, we should still go on. You know what? I realize that all those things were true that life must goes on and we should move on from the things happened. We should also look forward to the things will happen and just laugh on your problems. And now I’m more confident to live in this world with the people who love me and I love most.